Last thing I remember, I saw myself down. It scard me as I saw myself. I was confused when I saw them take my body away. I didn't know why? I stared shouting and crying. Saying wait don't leave me behind.
But, no one could hear me. I was left behind. By the time I stopped crying.
I looked up and I was no where to be found.
So I was in search for my self. I would try and ask the people around me. But no could hear me. I even tried screaming in their face.But no one could feel me, or see me.
I was confused and left, lost and llonely. so I just walked and cried and walked a very long time. Then I looked up and saw someone I once knew. As I wiped the tears from my eyes and ran up to the person I knew.. That person walked right past me didn't even leave me a clue.
I knew nothing about you anymore.So I sit on the curb wondering why, Lord what did I do?
I couldn't even tell the time . I couldn't even open the door. I had to wait until someone opened it for me. So I could check to see if you were there waiting for me. Each time I was hoping and praying. And hoping that you would be but you never were. I never felt hunger . I couldn't even get any sleep anymore.
I ttried to look in the mirror but couldn't. What's going on! what's going on! Lord, what did I do?
please Lord, give me a clue?
Lord, what did I do? Lord, can you hear me? But i was alone and still searching for you. Then I saw your face and i looked at what we were wearing but we were not matching. And it scard me .
I thought I'm dead, I'm dead. Why did this happen to me? How did this happen to me? When did this happen to me? I fell to the floor and cried even more. Then an angle appeared next to me. At first he said to me Delicia Its okay see look. So he reached out his hand and smiled. I felt the love and trust. So I took his hand and we walked to my dead body. He told me to kiss and hug everybody. So I did one by one as they did the same thing.
I heard what they were telling me. I could feel the love and sadness pouring from there eyes. I never ment to make them cry Then the angle said to me dont worrie. At least you know you made a difference in there lives. I said ," how do you know please tell me why!. The angle said," its cause when someone comes and to tell your dead body goodbye. That how you know you've made a difference in there life.
Bless them when you see them walk out of your life for good. I couldn't, I wouldn't I had to stay holding on. The angle said say goodbye and hope they are lucky to find another person like you again in their lives.
So I did now this is me telling you hello and good bye.
Thank you
written by Delicia Marie Lee Lopez
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