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Everything that I was Afraid Of Is Happening To Me
#childhood...#memories
People think that this youth is the most enjoyable and smartest youth but I don't know if you know: sometimes
We doubt our existence, we don't know how to live life with emptiness...everything that we have tried made others more disappointed, We faced darkness with failure---
Now I'm so tired of all the way people look at me and I'm dumb, I'm not happy, I'm not pretty, and never was cool... All my friends are winning gold and I'm dumb and getting old,😞
Got a broken heart---With no bandage ...glass skin girls with perfect body shapes that had their names written on magazine covers made me think I'm not pretty and everyone around me seemed to be great in studying and have a perfect face too...
I wish I could go back to the days when I was a child and naive when I was not expected to do anything, When I cried everyone tried to make me happy my mother would carry me in her arms and comfort me and when I believed everyone around me is are kindhearted👩🍼...
And the memories from my past give me pain in my present, and everyone tells me to forget them but I'm trying and is not that easy to forget someone you grew up with and who cared for you all your life and suddenly go somewhere you can't find them..!😖And want to keep them in my memories...?
And sometimes I look at my reflection in the mirror and stare into my eyes to see my soul and ask it what is the use of my existence?
there's no one to trust, people only care about their problems and I don't want to complain but I want friends too... maybe I'm too unsocial but friendship betrayal is too much for me to get over with.
With all the eyes starring at us all the expectations the pressure sometimes becomes too much to handle...maybe it's alright to break and cry something sometimes makes us feel lonely, and maybe it's easier to judge others on their looks..💔but all I hope that it's gonna be alright ❤️🩹.
People think that this youth is the most enjoyable and smartest youth but I don't know if you know: sometimes
We doubt our existence, we don't know how to live life with emptiness...everything that we have tried made others more disappointed, We faced darkness with failure---
Now I'm so tired of all the way people look at me and I'm dumb, I'm not happy, I'm not pretty, and never was cool... All my friends are winning gold and I'm dumb and getting old,😞
Got a broken heart---With no bandage ...glass skin girls with perfect body shapes that had their names written on magazine covers made me think I'm not pretty and everyone around me seemed to be great in studying and have a perfect face too...
I wish I could go back to the days when I was a child and naive when I was not expected to do anything, When I cried everyone tried to make me happy my mother would carry me in her arms and comfort me and when I believed everyone around me is are kindhearted👩🍼...
And the memories from my past give me pain in my present, and everyone tells me to forget them but I'm trying and is not that easy to forget someone you grew up with and who cared for you all your life and suddenly go somewhere you can't find them..!😖And want to keep them in my memories...?
And sometimes I look at my reflection in the mirror and stare into my eyes to see my soul and ask it what is the use of my existence?
there's no one to trust, people only care about their problems and I don't want to complain but I want friends too... maybe I'm too unsocial but friendship betrayal is too much for me to get over with.
With all the eyes starring at us all the expectations the pressure sometimes becomes too much to handle...maybe it's alright to break and cry something sometimes makes us feel lonely, and maybe it's easier to judge others on their looks..💔but all I hope that it's gonna be alright ❤️🩹.
