If I have to fight to be loved by you even after loving you all these years. If you are not taking any effort to make me feel loved even after I did everything that's possible. I failed, I have to accept that. I will accept that one day and I will unlove you, I will wake up one day not knowing who you are, not checking your last seen, not expecting your text whenever I a notification pop up, I will never run when my phone ring, I will never feel heavy inside me when I think about you, I will not give you random calls just to tell you how much I love you, I will not send messages, I will not ask you about your day, I will not take screenshots of you smiling, I will never find it beautiful, I will not check your old photos, I will not write long paragraphs for you, I will not tell anyone about this love, I will never cry on the dreams that crushed by you, I will never smile when someone ask me about you, i will not remember any special date, I will forget your birthday, I will forget our anniversary, I will replace each of my atoms that love you, craved you, cared for you, longed for you, ached for you, I will never laugh thinking about the jokes you cracked, I will never recall you singing random songs, I will never think about you, and if I can remember anything, I will remember how you were taking my longing granted, how you made me cry and took screenshots of the same to laugh at me, how you enjoyed my pain, how you made me feel like begging, how you insulted me in every way possible, how you treated me, how you lied to me, how you gave me broken promises with no second thought, how you disrespected me, how you discouraged me, how you deprioritized me, How you were ashamed of me, how you pulled me close one day and pushed me away next day, how you left me confused, how you failed to appreciate me, how you failed to accept me, how invisible I was to you. I will unlove you someday day. Sooner or later, Slowly but surely.

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