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Sturdy Grudges.
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Do you recall a grudge towards someone in the past?? What difference does it make now??
Grudge is a recent friendly word of the recent past, else it has nothing to do with me. Grudge castle was never my home,
despite and inspite of me being a mischief,
a loud noise and an escapade. I had a soft
upbringing like a fairy world. I was rhe heart and vision of everyone right from my parents, my siblings to all my friends. A blessed kid who never had a slightest voice of scold from anyone from my family. I had lovely friends from my school and college days, they used to call me an attention-seeker, as I had an excellent academic record, throughout my school and college days, I was a topper, but my friends loved me for my nature, my attitude, I don't know which way to address their emotions but some were too memorable, an incident, from school days, I had a planned holiday for a day, for which I had given an application to my co-ordinator,,that I won't be coming tomorrow for a reason, and I told this to my class that I won't be coming tomorrow. Next day a strength of 48 students, whole class was absent, next day when I went to school, I heard this terrific news, when I got to know the whole class intentionally planned a holiday, they said you were not coming so we also didn't came, and all nuisance came in my name, teachers and principal started questioning me like CBI, tell honestly were you aware that the whole class is going to be absent tomorrow, I said no ma'am, I wasn't, it stretched upto a week,then I bullied them,, you morons, because of you all, every teacher is giving me a doubt's eye, as if I had planned a conspiracy,next time I am not going to tell anything and you all don't dare to ask me anything, but if they get to your listening, then how they are your friends, The moment the school gets over, they start asking, you are coming tomorrow na,, some whims l have to say, uptil now there's every chance of my coming, but you never know, if I get a heart attack afer reaching home or tomorrow after waking up then, stupids say, ok, then inform us because the whole class is going to get a heart attack, then only one thing to say, pls you all get admitted to different hospitals, otherwise they will visit my hospital for a enquiry, again they will ask, Poonam Mishra were you aware that the whole class is going to get a heart attack tomorrow, they say you are missed every moment when you're absent, I was always on a common compliment,,yaar she wins every heart. As l can fight a person, l get offended easily, but I can never abuse anyone not even to the ones I hate. I can't insult anyone, I can't humiliate anyone, I am a positive and appreciative person.
Two years of middle school, I studied in Australia, I never had any adjustment issues, in a very frooty atmosphere I studied, there was never a life in complicated tones, but somehow I failed in adjustments to new relations, now I have given the credit of failed relations to my parents and their upbringing, they should have teached me the ways to deal the confusions,, like how to deal someone,,,,"jo kehta kuch hai",,"kerta kuch hai",,"samjhta kuch hai" or "samjhaata kuch or hi hai",,four dimensional perssonlity,, GRUDGES by default becomes a sturdy memory box..too tough to suppress but if detached,, over a period of time it can make difference, else very sorry to say ,,Grudges are intact,,,intensity is same, better to avoid and want a thick detachment....to hold myself in best with ,,back to my basics..very important to me.
© Mishra Poonam
Do you recall a grudge towards someone in the past?? What difference does it make now??
Grudge is a recent friendly word of the recent past, else it has nothing to do with me. Grudge castle was never my home,
despite and inspite of me being a mischief,
a loud noise and an escapade. I had a soft
upbringing like a fairy world. I was rhe heart and vision of everyone right from my parents, my siblings to all my friends. A blessed kid who never had a slightest voice of scold from anyone from my family. I had lovely friends from my school and college days, they used to call me an attention-seeker, as I had an excellent academic record, throughout my school and college days, I was a topper, but my friends loved me for my nature, my attitude, I don't know which way to address their emotions but some were too memorable, an incident, from school days, I had a planned holiday for a day, for which I had given an application to my co-ordinator,,that I won't be coming tomorrow for a reason, and I told this to my class that I won't be coming tomorrow. Next day a strength of 48 students, whole class was absent, next day when I went to school, I heard this terrific news, when I got to know the whole class intentionally planned a holiday, they said you were not coming so we also didn't came, and all nuisance came in my name, teachers and principal started questioning me like CBI, tell honestly were you aware that the whole class is going to be absent tomorrow, I said no ma'am, I wasn't, it stretched upto a week,then I bullied them,, you morons, because of you all, every teacher is giving me a doubt's eye, as if I had planned a conspiracy,next time I am not going to tell anything and you all don't dare to ask me anything, but if they get to your listening, then how they are your friends, The moment the school gets over, they start asking, you are coming tomorrow na,, some whims l have to say, uptil now there's every chance of my coming, but you never know, if I get a heart attack afer reaching home or tomorrow after waking up then, stupids say, ok, then inform us because the whole class is going to get a heart attack, then only one thing to say, pls you all get admitted to different hospitals, otherwise they will visit my hospital for a enquiry, again they will ask, Poonam Mishra were you aware that the whole class is going to get a heart attack tomorrow, they say you are missed every moment when you're absent, I was always on a common compliment,,yaar she wins every heart. As l can fight a person, l get offended easily, but I can never abuse anyone not even to the ones I hate. I can't insult anyone, I can't humiliate anyone, I am a positive and appreciative person.
Two years of middle school, I studied in Australia, I never had any adjustment issues, in a very frooty atmosphere I studied, there was never a life in complicated tones, but somehow I failed in adjustments to new relations, now I have given the credit of failed relations to my parents and their upbringing, they should have teached me the ways to deal the confusions,, like how to deal someone,,,,"jo kehta kuch hai",,"kerta kuch hai",,"samjhta kuch hai" or "samjhaata kuch or hi hai",,four dimensional perssonlity,, GRUDGES by default becomes a sturdy memory box..too tough to suppress but if detached,, over a period of time it can make difference, else very sorry to say ,,Grudges are intact,,,intensity is same, better to avoid and want a thick detachment....to hold myself in best with ,,back to my basics..very important to me.
© Mishra Poonam
