The Lioness and The Lamb Chapter three End

Jyn/

After everything she said I still couldn't defend myself from the onslaught of questions and accusations. I pleaded with myself to fix this but my mind wouldn't work and in the end, I had to watch her walk away. When watching movies about double lives it seemed easier for them to make the harder choices. They always knew what they wanted even after having to choose between one life or the other. If my actions didn't betray her could I have spoken the truth without stumbling in my mind. With her already walking away from me the images of last night seem to flicker and haunt me still. She was willing to walk next to me even after knowing what I do. A life she shouldn't be a part of and yet for me, she was willing. So why did that night happen at all.

After Jadith sent the address that left me to get a ride fast enough to get there. Walking several blocks from this place a stranger was just getting ready to park her jeep. After I approached with a request and gave the address she refused me plainly, but flashing three hundred bucks would change most minds. Situations like this would have never happened before because I could have just stolen something. Catherine has a strange influence on me while it's not unpleasant, just different. My driver was tense which is expected but I have no words to offer her since we won't meet after this I believed. It didn't take her long to bring me to the location, leaving me to hurry inside.

" You can head off now, thanks."

" Three hundred bucks is too much, I'll take you back just hurry up."

This place was dangerous and I didn't want to drag her into anything but I didn't try to persuade her. Instead, I walked towards the house with warning bells going off that I tried to ignore. This could become a volatile situation so no hostility can be shown leaving me with words.

" Halt"

The waiting guards stopped me from moving any further and the guns encouraged that. Luckily Loraine was waiting for me which should have made things quicker.

" Return Haddy, and we can forget this whole thing."

" Honestly I had no intentions of harming her. Apparently, she knows my brother, intimately well. So she's not my captive anymore, come on let's talk."

Before we could enter the home a guard came around escorting my driver. She held fear and anxiety in her eyes but before I could speak she was being pulled along. All I could do was apologize to her and ask her to trust me that she's safe. What choice did she even have yet my words seemed to calm her down at least, so much misplaced trust.

" Hello, we have more guests."

The moment the doors opened the smell of weed was heavy and both inside was beyond stoned. Somehow everyone got involved in smoking which was how my warning bells got silenced. Perhaps I should have walked away before entering this place as my instincts wanted. Haddy and Carter couldn't keep themselves separate and the drugs started taking a heavier toll as time passed. Loraine was barely awake which is just like her since she's a lightweight in both areas. The stranger was not as bad but she was dozing a little while Haddy and Carter went to the bed. The noises didn't bother either of them but I was losing myself to the drugs and sounds, it didn't take long to notice her perfume. How many times have I had such moments where my intoxication was beyond normal means, sex has always been my greatest high.

Testing the waters I let my hand move across her clothing pushing just enough for her to feel my presence. She was dancing on the line between awake and asleep but I was looking to indulge now.

" I never did get a name."

Slow warm air traveling across bare skin as the whispered words reach out to her. Her body shivers against me which was a standard reaction I got often.

" Sheila..."

The notification of my phone came through which brought a sober side out. Just as I reached for the device my hand unattended took hold of her breast squeezing. Ultimately her soft moan pulled my attention back on her, once more I was losing myself to bad habits. My work phone wasn't on me which meant only one person could have messaged me but nothing was registering at this point. With a free hand moving to grasp her chin directing her head back letting my lips claim hers. Hesitant to accept was telling me she wasn't familiar with women but conquering the uneducated was my talent, pathetic of me to believe that. With a slow stroke of my tongue tracing the lips while warm air was purposely blown lightly, like breathing only more Intentionally. Her lips parted just enough for my tongue to dip inside to taste what awaited beyond this.

The hand on her breast moved to the neck pressing tips of fingers into her neck. Primarily letting the thumb work its magic across sensitive flesh massaging to coax her to fall deeper. The resistance was still present but she was slipping with each soft moan I pulled from her. The phone notification went off two more times but soon became forgotten noise and if it was even important. The woman in my grasp was what mattered most right now and she was unraveling fast. Without needing to instruct or guide her head tipped back my now free hand moved to her thighs looking for spots of weakness. Her legs had been stronger than I thought which means she must have been sports active. However, much like her lips had surrendered her body was becoming my instrument and with her legs opening, I had free reign.

Her moans hadn't been too loud even as I worked her body like a woodcarver or a person playing the zither. My tongue was dancing with her tongue as she kissed back more enthusiastically. Her legs began shifting further apart giving me full access to everything down south. Moving the hand on her thigh upwards till it could press to bare skin while pushing under her shirt, shoving it ever upwards. With a flick of the middle finger, her right nipple was already erected and sensitive which made her react more preciously. With my hand having free access to her body it was time to escalate things further while she's not resisting. With the hand now resting on her throat began moving down to her chest pushing lightly while keeping her lips locked just a little longer till she was laying back fully. With a view of her rose-colored face and how her eyes lingered on mine pleading for more.

She was ready to go further so I started with her shirt which she let me strip away. Luckily she avoided a bra tonight which let my lips devour each nipple with bites and tugs. Even though sensitive she was enjoying this level of roughness to her body which I gladly indulged with. While situating myself between her legs so I could have more reign over her body I felt the knees press into my sides holding me in place. She was eager for me to ravish her and the voice soon became unhinged as she let go of resisting this feeling. My desire to taste more of her was winning me over and that's how my hands hastily began undoing her jeans which were her last barrier of protective clothing. It didn't take long to have her bare in front of me and just like that another has been conquered like a script.

Soon she had my shirt off while fumbling with the bra before releasing my breasts fully. However, once she was done my body began diving back in two I can taste my way down her body, that was my only objective now. With her hands moving to tangle and tug my hair as she pushed me down further hoping for the release her body needed. Having her wait so long built up her body lust which wouldn't take much now to shove her over the edge and explode. With slow strokes of the tongue across the entrance, her body began to jerk every so often. Her voice climbed even higher heights than before as the tongue continued to work her core intensely. Letting two fingers move into her entrance every so often while the tongue kept assaulting and rotating its entry into her. The climax was rising faster than I had expected and after a few minutes the cry rang out as she held me to her entrance, Legs quivered as she began riding out the orgasm.

After her body began to relax I was moving in to kiss her but she had fallen asleep. Perhaps something that intense was hard to resist but it was enjoyable. However the moment I took my seat again I was faced with an audience.

" Damn, Jyn you kill the woman?"

" Shut up, Loraine. I may have lost myself but she didn't complain."

" Not yet."

When I pulled at my phone that's when I was hit by a tidal wave of emotions. Catherine had been calling and texting yet I didn't respond to any of them. Before I could type a message Loraine was on me kissing my lips and once more I was losing myself to this side of me. The problem now is I'm more sober and yet can't make the right decision. So in a single night, this other side of me danced in debauchery and sin filling itself to the tipping point. Our entire car ride was filled with opportunities to speak but I became mute. Afraid of losing the closest person to me but what should I have said when everything was wrong. I wanna tell her but something has constricted my vocals and taken over what I'm capable of saying. So I sent her a text but she's gone even further from me and I'm still unable to be what she needs.

Perhaps I should have run after her at that time but so much has happened and this isn't a movie or some script. This is my life always on fire and the well has dried up leaving me helpless yet desperate for so much. Can I even bring you back or should I just let you go before things become worse for you.
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