Sometimes I just wonder,
if there's any meaning to life,
am I supposed to find it?
I don't know
why would I?
do I really need a reason?
I mean many live meaningless lives
we are not same, but
I just at times, don't know
why the hell I am doing this? and also that?
will it take me somewhere?
where? no one knows
does it really need to take me somewhere?
it's all just calculations
material world
materialistic thoughts
and I guess
there's no genuine connection
we are born with some relations
we gotta live with them
we can't escape from them
and even if try to ...