so she lost her brother at 2, wouldn't think she could remember that shit but she can, even today still even after all those battle and all those tears, all that fighting and jumping to the defence which has become 2nd nature to her ! why is the question your yearning to ask, answer is because for as long as she can remember she has been told shhh, be quiet, hang on wait a bit I'll speak to u after I do this, nobody took her serious every one around all thought she was stupid, but she ain't mad, she ain't scared, cos all that bullshit was my true blessing, made me stronger and made me who I am, I ain't back down , I can't be told what's meant to be for if time and this fucked up...