So hello welcome to my story I'm matea I'm just a normal highschool student I'm like an average one actually I'm not that good in acads but still able to be part of the honor students,the class started again this year and I'm just chillin being happy about my life, just being my self but this guy at the back for some reason he attracted me idk my feelings for him just randomly spawn out of no where he's kind,tall,and handsome ofc but for me that's not the reason I liked him I see him just being him self idk the reason why I liked the guy it felt like something connection sadly he wasn't able to see me the way I see him, it's ok for me because I wasn't even planning to have a boyfriend, relationship what so ever but for some reason when someone is saying something bad about him hurting him makes me feel in pain too even more pain than what he feels I don't want him to be hurt I just want to be his someone too but I know that won't happen for sure he have someone in his heart hidden even if he said he had forgotten about her but I know that's not true I see that he still have a thing for her and that pains me but I'm still supporting him he's so special even if I'm hurting my self I'll be there for him even if I'm the only one loving him I don't mind until he finds the one for him but I also be I. so much pain very much for sure and this would be the most painful love that I experience for no that's for sure since I have loved a person before and as it was right now it is painful it's just much more complicated back then, but now it's also complicated but it's ok since he already know the truth about the feelings I have for him even if I'm in pain I'll support you even if I'm just hurting my self even more I'll support you, for that person I hope you find your someone it's just the first semester of the year but I'm already in pain hah... that's a lot,and a lot of things is also happening that it even pains me even more I realized today that I need to prepare my self for that situation "thinker Bell is always there for Peter pan, but peter choose Wendy"it's painful and a sad story but that's what true love is about letting the person you love go and be them selves it's painful but I have no other choice but to give my all and be happy for him that's what true love is I feel like this situations and feelings that I'm feeling right now is so unnecessary but for sure, maybe in the future I'll see the full picture why'd god make me go through this but a lot is already happening I might not be able to handle it until the end but I'll keep going to know what's the ending of this sad story it won't be long but at least I ended up knowing the end of it. I hope one day I'll find the one.and I hope to whoever who's reading this find there true love there peace,I hope to whoever reads this that have the same feelings with me right now hope they'll see the full picture,the whole picture of there situation, I hope to whoever reads this will not loose there love for that special someone lord guide us to the path we are choosing to go.I think this is the end for now I hope they find there the one.

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