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RUNAWAY
The always soothing sound of Runaway by Aurora played on repeat, it helped reduce the sound of Zino's voice. The weather mirrored my emotions. The storm was so fierce, it felt like it could sweep our flimsy car off the road.
I remember that night like it was yesterday. The evening was warm, we were on our way back from Danny's birthday party. Zino was supposed to drop me off at my apartment, then it suddenly started raining. He had to wait cause he was a little tipsy. I prepared tea for both of us. "Zee, I'm so sorry, I no get any film for us to watch o, I've lost interest in movies, I just stick to my good ol' books now" I said as I brought the tray of snacks and tea. "It's okay, let's use my phone, have you seen What if, I love that series". I just shrugged and sat on the other end of the sofa. Few minutes out, we were sitting right next to each other. It felt like we were been controlled by an external force. We both caught each other staring, his lips gently touched mine, tentative at first, waiting for my call. I slowly parted mine, and felt the warm rush of pleasure run through me. It was slow at first, but then both of us felt like we weren't having enough of each other. I found myself wrapping my legs round him and letting him carry me inside.
He laid me gently, lips still on mine. Somewhere between the living room and my room, our clothes left our bodies. I felt him coming in slowly. The rhythm slow and pleasing. I arched my back to the pleasure exposing my already hard pearls for him. I felt his moist lips on them, and it erupted soft moans from my lips. His lips moved down, trailing my abdomen and going between my thighs. His soft licks drove me insane and I couldn't help but cry. He slid back into me and we were both laced in the love knots never letting go, till the fire in both of us erupted like a volcano.
We were both limp, heaving and in the speed of light, we both realized what we had just done. We both Scrambled of each other, I could hear him swearing as he rushed to dress up. I just rushed to the toilet and shut the door.
I can't believe what just happened, I stared at my self in the mirror, nipples still hard from pleasure, I hated myself. "What would.., how would..... what will I say to Esther". I was already in tears. Esther, the only friend I had, she loved me more than any sister could have. Took care of me when I had crisis attack. The only family I had. We've been friends since jss1. We were in our finals already. Zino was Esther's Fiance. I opened the door aware that he was long gone.
I sit here now in this car, the little life already forming in me. Zino looks like he's about to cry. I don't really know what or how I feel. I wish I would cry. No, I can't. I just close my eyes and listen to the voice of a lovely fairy sing to me. Unwavering in my decision.
I don't want to be the one to bring a life into this mess.
© Faith Daniel
I remember that night like it was yesterday. The evening was warm, we were on our way back from Danny's birthday party. Zino was supposed to drop me off at my apartment, then it suddenly started raining. He had to wait cause he was a little tipsy. I prepared tea for both of us. "Zee, I'm so sorry, I no get any film for us to watch o, I've lost interest in movies, I just stick to my good ol' books now" I said as I brought the tray of snacks and tea. "It's okay, let's use my phone, have you seen What if, I love that series". I just shrugged and sat on the other end of the sofa. Few minutes out, we were sitting right next to each other. It felt like we were been controlled by an external force. We both caught each other staring, his lips gently touched mine, tentative at first, waiting for my call. I slowly parted mine, and felt the warm rush of pleasure run through me. It was slow at first, but then both of us felt like we weren't having enough of each other. I found myself wrapping my legs round him and letting him carry me inside.
He laid me gently, lips still on mine. Somewhere between the living room and my room, our clothes left our bodies. I felt him coming in slowly. The rhythm slow and pleasing. I arched my back to the pleasure exposing my already hard pearls for him. I felt his moist lips on them, and it erupted soft moans from my lips. His lips moved down, trailing my abdomen and going between my thighs. His soft licks drove me insane and I couldn't help but cry. He slid back into me and we were both laced in the love knots never letting go, till the fire in both of us erupted like a volcano.
We were both limp, heaving and in the speed of light, we both realized what we had just done. We both Scrambled of each other, I could hear him swearing as he rushed to dress up. I just rushed to the toilet and shut the door.
I can't believe what just happened, I stared at my self in the mirror, nipples still hard from pleasure, I hated myself. "What would.., how would..... what will I say to Esther". I was already in tears. Esther, the only friend I had, she loved me more than any sister could have. Took care of me when I had crisis attack. The only family I had. We've been friends since jss1. We were in our finals already. Zino was Esther's Fiance. I opened the door aware that he was long gone.
I sit here now in this car, the little life already forming in me. Zino looks like he's about to cry. I don't really know what or how I feel. I wish I would cry. No, I can't. I just close my eyes and listen to the voice of a lovely fairy sing to me. Unwavering in my decision.
I don't want to be the one to bring a life into this mess.
© Faith Daniel
