So lets start for the beginning when she lost herself. She was in high school and her freshman year was heart breaking she was hurt by the first boy she loved. But she loved him so much that she rather had him as a friend then not at all. She knew he liked her but he just pushed her away instead of given in to what was there. Not soon after all of that she started dating someone she liked him alot but she still was in love with her friend but she had to push that a side. When she started dating someone her friend didn't like him snd he didn't know him. he would mess with her all the time and flirt and he had a girlfriend. ...