Why the God take always test of my patience
Through the whole life
I want one beautiful and a faithful dutches
Who always be at my side
I want to be a hermit and try to be act on my words
I had Decided that never to talk and to watch a girl or women
I had make promise with myself
But whenever I see a beautiful girl unwillingly, my heart is very angry and confused
Because I have promised myself not to watch and a girl or women ,because...