Grief is so horrible and I really fucking hate it. It’s supposed to be the way you cope but to be honest for me it only makes me feel worse. I feel terrible right now, missing someone who shouldn’t be gone. I need her back.

I seen something the other day that said grief is misplaced love with nowhere to go. I don’t think I’ve ever read something quite so true. I’ve got so many positive feelings but so many negative too. I don’t know what to do.

The misplaced love leaves me feeling so black and blue. So mad at you… even though it’s not your fault- that I feel lost. You’re gone and that sucks- but I know you’re watching me from up above.


© Mary Kay Cunningham