your ruthless your unkind , it's as if your a total stranger, or perhaps an enemy. to me.
why couldn't I see all the lies you were telling me , all the shit you put me through never really loving me fully never giving me yourself to me completely. you misguided me you betrayed me. you pretended to love me only to use me then leave me. you had no heart, no love , nothing for me. I should have continued to think of all the fucked up shit you did to me. all that you did was make me believe your lies so I'd forget about all the bad you put me through only to do it again. how could you pretend I meant something to you when I never meant anything to you. I hope you get what you gave me in return only 4 times the pain, 4times the hurt and tears I would shed every night
© Stephanie mh