how to watch a friend die.
I am only 17, like she is, or was.
So you must constantly talk about how young she was.
How much life she had ahead of her look sad.
Even though the only human being in this world who understands you is gone.
You have to perform.
You are not allowed to retreat to your bedroom and watch the fake youtube vids you made together when you were younger.
You must post pretty pics of her on your socials with dove emojis and dates.
And you have to watch everyone she's ever hated say how much they miss her.
You are not allowed to call out...