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The Never-ending-disguise
Sometimes I see this body.
As a never-ending-disguise
Nobody can see
What lies behind
Strong emotions and deep thinking
could even sense that?
By sitting and breathing
A peaceful state
At the same time
Feeling nothing
And feeling everything
Am I making progress?
Or am I staying behind?
I don't know.
But I don't feel bad.
Like everything around me
Has a new life
Noticing more than before
But the outside doesn't matter anymore.
Nobody can see my inner state.
From outside
But I can observe it.
Even better than before
What is this feeling called?
Does it even have a name?
Does anybody feel the same?
because it feels like a frame
Around my physical body
Not letting anything harm me
Not letting anything drive me insane
Feelings are not something
Seen from outside
But most of the time
They are hidden deep inside
Happy dreams
And waves of depression
peaceful states
With all my being
feelings that can't be described
People looking at me
With thoughts I can't identify
Do they like me?
Or just my never-ending-disguise
© DenisTelemaris
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