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Veil of Self-Deception
Today I’ll share how weird I am,
In this world, I feel like a sham.
I love to cry, it’s my secret art,
In the depths of sadness, it’s where I start.

Living alone, it’s both comfort and pain,
When no one likes me, I feel the strain.
I have nice friends, yet I can’t be free,
Trust issues loom, they shadow me.

Though they say they love me, I still doubt,
In every smile, I wonder what it’s about.
I feel uncomfortable, like I don’t belong,
Searching for someone who’ll help me feel strong.

I can act extroverted, when I’m with the right crowd,
But inside I’m quiet, my heart’s not so loud.
Secrets I carry, hidden from view,
Longing for someone who truly sees through.

Maybe in the future, I’ll find my safe space,
A bond that feels real, a warm, loving place.
Until then, I’ll pray for that soul who understands,
To share in my journey, to hold my hands.
© My Intro World