Let's start this somewhere,

Am i living in vain?
Chronic anxiety,
Pain body,
Endless desires,
What a misery?
Am crumbling down,
Shattered into pieces,
How do i pick up myself,
Show up the resilience?

Never got the lover i desired,
Never got the guardian i dreamed,
A perpetual loop of sufferance,
An emptiness after each gain,
Each accomplishment is fleeting,

Life will end for all of us,
Lying...