I know there is something inside of me.
Which is
screaming
crying
begging
To be let out
But I don't own the key to that cage.
And I don't know where to find it.

I wish I could talk to that life.
In that forever rage
But I can't seem to find the right words.
To express myself

My voice would be shaking
Not knowing what to say
While my brain is full of thoughts
I can't form into reasonable sentences.
I want to scream.
Silently in my pillow
Like the little girl I was back then.

She is...