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Spiral
I'm trying
at least I think I am
maybe that's why he's calling me crying
Why can't I just be
all that he expects of me
I tell myself it's good he's changing
or maybe I'm just afraid he'll leave me hanging
Like all the rest
Is that why I tell myself, I'm doing my best
My undermining trauma
that's causing all this drama?
I know I'm just overreacting
that years from now I'll look back and see my anxiety attacking
But is it truth or is it lies?
its a downward spiral in others eyes
© KordeliaRose_writes
at least I think I am
maybe that's why he's calling me crying
Why can't I just be
all that he expects of me
I tell myself it's good he's changing
or maybe I'm just afraid he'll leave me hanging
Like all the rest
Is that why I tell myself, I'm doing my best
My undermining trauma
that's causing all this drama?
I know I'm just overreacting
that years from now I'll look back and see my anxiety attacking
But is it truth or is it lies?
its a downward spiral in others eyes
© KordeliaRose_writes
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