I washed your blood off of a knife tonight. I watched you cut your writs yesterday. I was so terrified. My body has never shaken so bad. I couldn't stand up my legs were so weak. I felt so helpless so useless. I've talked people out of suicide, but I couldn't with you. You're my mom. You're suposed to be strong, but someone can't be strong forever right? I might not show it, but I love you mom.
-anobody626