poem about how I feel right now

I'm so confused
you say you're concerned
about what I said
but I didn't talk to you
so, what did I do?

we'll talk over it soon
but I can't really tell
are you confronting me?
or am I confronting you?

you say I did something
I don't remeber it at all
you say I acted differently
is is a rumor in disguise?

Do I believe you?
do I believe myself?
it's hard to tell the truth
apart from false and lies

avoid me like you're scared
but nothing has changed
look at me like I'm a monster
did i do something wrong?

why glare at me like that?
and act like we're strangers?
what changed between us?
we've been friends for so long

i don't know if i trust myself
im starting to have these...
stupid doubts about me...
what did I do?

Did i say...