poem about how I feel right now

I'm so confused
you say you're concerned
about what I said
but I didn't talk to you
so, what did I do?

we'll talk over it soon
but I can't really tell
are you confronting me?
or am I confronting you?

you say I did something
I don't remeber it at all
you say I acted differently
is is a rumor in disguise?

Do I believe you?
do I believe myself?
it's hard to tell the truth
apart from false and lies

avoid me like you're scared
but nothing has changed
look at me like I'm a monster
did i do something wrong?

why glare at me like that?
and act like we're strangers?
what changed between us?
we've been friends for so long

i don't know if i trust myself
im starting to have these...
stupid doubts about me...
what did I do?

Did i say somerhing wrong?
did i forget about it all?
why don't i understand?
what's true?

I dont think I trust myself
I know I should, though
I did nothing wrong, but...
what did I do?

they keep insisting on it
I swear it isn't a thing
I never. I never. I never.
what did I do?

I feel like I'm hated
like everyone's against me
but I did nothing wrong!
what did I do?

thinking too much
loosing my sleep
what did you tell them?
what did I do?

I stayed away from you!
what did you want?
what did I do?
what did I do?

talk to me, please!
say anything, please!
what did I do?
what did I do?

at least wave at me!
I know you see me!
what did I do?
what did I do?

who do you think
that this is about
what did I do?
what did I do?

what did I say?
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

I'm begging you
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

please talk to me!
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

you're scaring me!
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?

WHAT DID I DO?!?!