My brain takes me back
To the past
And how it didn't last
But was a blast
For you Alot of poetries I've written
Cause I was really smitten
Some I don't write
I just cry it out
And honestly it hurts
Like the pieces of my broken heart got broken again
It's hard not to cry
When u make me want to die
Since you don't love me anymore
Nothing like before
Am gonna go
I won't let hurt show
You wouldn't even know
Am not happy without you
But I can't keep stay
If you just want to play
You break up
We make up
Your voice like a sad song on replay in my head
Memories hunt as I lay on my bed
Pillows soaks with tears I shed
I wanna call
But am afraid I'll fall
Lying helpless on the ground
Too weak to turn round
Your voice is the only sound
The only sound I hear
I'll never move on I fear
But what would you care
You gave up what we share
I always thought it was rare
But it just wasn't ever there
That's all I can guess
You make me think less
Guess I wasn't worth the wait
Wasn't good enough to date
It's funny what you do to me
It's funny am still stuck
Pain it hard as a rock
And it really suck
Am too tired to write
No too tired to fight
Too tired to cry this night
Everything is getting blur
It only hurts the more
Cause I miss our before
I don't know what to say
Just don't want to hurt this way
Am at my worst
Cause of someone I lost
Just wish you could see
Am no longer me
You know am hard to break
But your apathy makes my walls shake
I try to be ok for my sake
But I can't stop the ache
The only one I need
Made me bleed
The one I would call
Made me fall
My hurt,the only person I show
The only one I let know
Is the one who let me go
Am trying to heal
But can't stop the pain I feel
So goodbye
I won't cry
Why you left I never understood
But Goodbye for good
Now I break bad
Don't blame me for being sad
He was really all I had


@sophiedavies