here I am numb
been hurt so many times
at this point I feel nothing
no one to talk to
just me!
does anyone even understand me?
I think I feel something
coldness.
when I tell someone how I feel they compare my pain to theirs
I don't want to be compared
I want to be heard
I want someone to listen
why won't they listen
I'm dying slowly
no one cares
until I am no more
and they start to say
she was my friend
she was my sister
she was my daughter
what happened to her
she was always happy
how could she
then I start to get all the love
my pictures all over
with nice words
those words I wanted to hear
when I was with them
sighs
what a world.


© Annabella.O