up and down forever?
it consumes
it hurts
it numbs
it causes pain of the soul
many try to let go
but you walk over your own grave to be set free
no fiscal chains
only a trap for the mind and body

ripping and tairing
skin on fire and frozen at the same time
how to stop smoking when you got so much regrets apon your spirit

hoping for that mirical that never comes
pleading to be set free from the devil's powder

only God has the answer to the question
can I live free from this sickness

darkness in my soul
bringing a pale sun to me
no words can describe
the pain inside

living only day to day
methadone my friend
keeping me sane and of the hunga
no more pain only the regret left now to deal with

hopefully tomorrow I can
be the man need to be
no more ripping and tearing
but for now there is no
end only a beginning
only a small chance for life
what will it be up and down some more or peace and quiet
only time the great equaliser will tell
to be or not to be is no more a question
just just a complicated answer
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