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23 days clean
bundled in blankets,
trying to hold myself together,
grieving substances misused,
feeling like I want to desolve
into the weather.
feeling like a boulder
that grown men couldn’t move;
doing my best to get better, endure, to improve—
it hurts to change,
it hurts to become—
I feel old,
yet far too young…
I know this isn’t all there is,
I can make it through today;
bundled in blankets,
determined to stay.
© a.v.b.
trying to hold myself together,
grieving substances misused,
feeling like I want to desolve
into the weather.
feeling like a boulder
that grown men couldn’t move;
doing my best to get better, endure, to improve—
it hurts to change,
it hurts to become—
I feel old,
yet far too young…
I know this isn’t all there is,
I can make it through today;
bundled in blankets,
determined to stay.
© a.v.b.
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