Hn.. ajj phirse ussi shakhs ke bare mein bolungi mein…
jiske nazdeek kabhi mein aa na saki par dil se kabhi nazdikiyan mita bhi nhi pai..
Hn ajj bhi uski wo Ankhein yaad hain..
meri aur dekh kr hasna yaad hai.. jab mujhse pehli baar usne baat kari thi uski aur se uske dil ki wo dhadkanein bhi yaad hain..
hn mujhe roz subah subah uski shakal yaad hai..
uska hasna aur har jagah pr mujhe dhundna yaad hai..
ye sab kafi khubsurat hai na sochne mein aur yaad karke dil behela lene ke liye.. par ye sab sirf mahez yaadein hi hain.. uski kami har roz har pal khatakti hai mere dil ko par phir zindagi jee lenge ka hosla liye chalte hain.. yaad bohot ata hai wo aur pyar toh lagta hi nhi ki kabhi km hua bhi tha.. hn afsos tha ki wo kabhii mera ho na saka aur na hi mein usse kabhi apna bana saki.. kabhi kabhi soacha karti hun ki shayad se mujhe bhul gya hoga par har birthday pr wish karne aa jata hai.. hmmmm.. diary ki purane panno ki tarah hai jisko shuru bhi usne apni marzi se kara tha aur band bhi apni hi marzi se kara hai.. Hn.. yaad toh bohot ata hai wo par hain toh Mahez yadein hi..

© Cynthia