first you lose your heart and then you lose your mind
or is it the other way round?

you start loving someone so much that you start hating yourself for the things that you do

things that you looked down upon
things which you could have never imagined
you start doing all those stuffs
for just the sake of a bit of attention,
a bit of moment that you think you deserve
but you lose every bit of self respect

repeating mistakes on and on
telling...