As I walk this life tha the lord has giving me I realize I’m a strong independed women I’ve been through hell and back all the way back from childhood all the way to adult hood but I stay faithful to my self and my children. at just 8 years old I lost my cousin who was my protector he protected me from everything but when he was murder my life was turned up side down I had so much hurt and I started getting raped at 8 yers old when my father who was suppose to protect me became the father who was a drug addict and just let me run free witch gave people the opertunety to do as they please to me. back before I I learn about god I was full of anger and hurt but now I know hurt people hurt people my father dealt with my cousin being shot in the face because some women lied and said she was single and her husband found out and murder my cousin my cousin didn’t even know about the husband. so...