Dont worry, I don't worry about you either, that would be weird since I barely know you.

I watch you work, your every moment so captivating and lovely.
Looking at you is my natural habitat, looking anywhere else feels like hell's rising around my ears and neck.
I feel so timid, I've never let myself feel weak around anyone.
I love your face.
Please love mine, and worry about me.
You're so hard to read, I feel like you hate me sometimes.
I don't want to be like this, but it's just all I have to protect me. If I am able to be taken by anyone, someone will take me and give me some kind of love that I crave so desperately.
I just want ANYONE to care for me. But especially you.
I know they call me a slut, but I only do it for love.
I try to tone it down, because I don't want you thinking bad of me, y'know I think so highly of you.
You're so sweet it's unbearable to me, it's like straight sugar to my bloodstream.
It makes my heart race and my thoughts scatter, my body ache and my limbs falter.
I hate to explain, because I do an awful job, I just want you to want me too.

© Junemousonae