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I didn't expect to much (first day of school)
first day
doubting myself if I can while noticing my hands are trembling with fear of the consequences I will choose once I step on the ground I need to be.
finding familiar face is something not hard to find for me who grew up in that school while trying to conversations with someone is something I won't chase because they hated hearing me speak but I hate being quiet everday even if I can speak but I am mute most of the day.
I just wish I could be confident just like everyone I see and admired but no matter how much they try to gave me opportunity I always run away.
I wanted to achieve my dreams but my actions didn't tell it as if they are forcing me to just stay where I am.
all I can do was cry in silence while look at those who made it.
why am I like this?
not expecting much more to myself while hurting others because I don't wanted to take those opportunities.
I always thought I will be somebody but I'm just a nobody.
(t's not my first day yet but it's always been the same)
doubting myself if I can while noticing my hands are trembling with fear of the consequences I will choose once I step on the ground I need to be.
finding familiar face is something not hard to find for me who grew up in that school while trying to conversations with someone is something I won't chase because they hated hearing me speak but I hate being quiet everday even if I can speak but I am mute most of the day.
I just wish I could be confident just like everyone I see and admired but no matter how much they try to gave me opportunity I always run away.
I wanted to achieve my dreams but my actions didn't tell it as if they are forcing me to just stay where I am.
all I can do was cry in silence while look at those who made it.
why am I like this?
not expecting much more to myself while hurting others because I don't wanted to take those opportunities.
I always thought I will be somebody but I'm just a nobody.
(t's not my first day yet but it's always been the same)
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