Mentally stability feels like a passing fancy,
Shakes me awake from a cold sweat ; a blink
Of my trapped eyes ; pulled awake to confront my inability to pull myself together.
Mental block ; a love lock ; no unlock.
Searching for the key lost eons before from an old heart I had that tore into non-existence.
Feels like a lifetime ago... when I had some clarity, a mind that was spry, thinking I've seen it all, felt it all ; lost it all....
Life is speeding past, the present is now, it won't last, the suprise of tomorrow the shadows of past. Engraved, hardend ;...