Mentally stability feels like a passing fancy,
Shakes me awake from a cold sweat ; a blink
Of my trapped eyes ; pulled awake to confront my inability to pull myself together.
Mental block ; a love lock ; no unlock.
Searching for the key lost eons before from an old heart I had that tore into non-existence.
Feels like a lifetime ago... when I had some clarity, a mind that was spry, thinking I've seen it all, felt it all ; lost it all....
Life is speeding past, the present is now, it won't last, the suprise of tomorrow the shadows of past. Engraved, hardend ; built to last.
Hard to move forword, while being sober. The haze is thick ; thin ice might slip ; trip back ; climbing up full grip ; out of the depression ; no recession.
Reprogram ; feel loved, to give love ; impossible.
When you find someone who loves you more then you love yourself....
Have faith ; it's all for the better, that real person makes you feel better then ever ; brand new.
Wise men once said you don't know a good thing till it's gone. They ain't wrong.
Someone that's been used, abused,
And unglued from all emotion.
It's hard to keep eyes on the prize ; happiness inside. Hold that person closer ; use there shoulder ; lean on them as they lean on you.
Recover what was lost ; blow warm air over the frost. Let them rekindle your flame, an ember always remains ; Rekindled ; never lost.

Losing your mental comes at a cost...