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"unhappiness"and I wrote this on May 29th 2020
My unhappiness is strong,
So strong that it is turn into anger,
Over life a water wheel dated back Ancient times.
Ilearning as I go on,
how to free myself from my heart.
My unhappiness,
My anger is not mine.
Where is the true me. I
wants to break free.
I'm stuck in this house unexplainable forces.
I'm not evil,
I feel demons all around me
and even more so these past few days.
If anyting,
I'm mad at myself for not seeing my calling soon.
I sold my soul,
and yet I feel you still love me.
Why do you love me?
Why do you love me so?
I'm unhappy,
because of all who hates me.
I'm sad cuz I'm alone.
I'm not trying to blind no one.
Nor mislead anyone.
I only want to save myself,
before it's too late.
For me,
tomorrow is the last days!
For me to walk to you and repent for my sins.
I'm not,
I'm not,
in it to win it.
Or gain.
I just want to be set free.
And get my blessings from God.
And this curse broken from my family.
And all that's Yet to Come ,
everyone against me,
And I'm home alone.

written by Delicia Marie Lee Lopez

picture I took in 2016