It has been a while I've enjoyed my life,
Day by day I am in search of a trenchant knife,
Each and every sunrise has become rife,
Causing my whole day a kind of subtle strife,
That I couldn't absorb any more and want to deprive,
I have been trying a lot to cure myself,
To put myself in a healthy zone and away from that horrible shelf,
But I am trapped,
I am trapped between the four walls,
Where I am defeating my merriment every second and fighting a war,
I don't know with whom I am confronting,
But I just know one thing that anyhow I'm losing,
I don't want to lost myself and be abandoned,
I want to be the reason and want someone to gladden,
Towards me...