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a movie.
"i didn't need you to love me,
i needed you to let me love myself.
i needed you to stop watching me abuse my mental health.
but you didnt;
so i ask you,
how was the popcorn?
how was the previews before you watched the storm?
was it a comedy, thriller or horror film?
i let you in for free,
be lucky i didn't charge you a fee;
and if it were me,
this wouldn't be a movie that i'd see.
infact i would give it 0 stars,
because i would see all of it's scars,
and to put that abroad,
would leave me questioning my thoughts.
because the main actor was me,
and to reflect on it and actually see,
i would still disagree,
just as long as it still made you watch me.
i didn't want you to love me,
i wanted to love you until i loved me.
now please silence your cellphone and sit back and enjoy the movie."


© catdimes