I hope you find my letter,
I hope it's a worthy header,
of all there is,
and all that's to come,
you know all in form,

Words have forsaken my tongue,
inspiration has left my spirit,
you blessed me with nightmares,
night after night,
on the days of my tribulation,

I thought it was a sweet curse,
but you said it was a bitter blessing,
I bore and swallowed my wails through the night,
You'd visit, pat me on the back,
grace me with a smile,
but...