The guy in the picture that's my brother different dad same mother and unfortunately she started having kids early he just turned 50 and I'm one into my 30s the baby out of 9 children and my mom being way too young in the situation she was born in 1957 when I was born she was 33 as I got older I learned that it wasn't only just us it was others at that age being the baby I really thought she was joking just hoping we're the only should've put my money on the autistic knock knee pony but still the math didn't fit you had 9 that's only 6 found out what happened to two others me back to counting the numbers so that leaves another sister or brother she searched high and low but nothing to recover and I would always wondered about him 2013 my sister received a message saying I didn't mean to bother but is Yvonne yo momma that's how it all started so years fly by everything was cool until we got into a disagreement that I knew I wasn't going to loose my stubborn ass trying to teach him a lesson outside of family functions it wasn't no call text or check in soon after his health started declining something here and there then came the worst was anger in me really worth I've asked myself that question over and over again trying to find a answer for that and it really wasn't me being bull headed and selfish definitely wasn't healthy all the time I spent shielding should've been building I took it for granted now that you're gone I can't understand it cant manage feels like Im on another planet life is too short to be holding on to grudges fuck that shit forgive them and hug don't make the mistake I did now I'm thinking about what I've should've and shouldn't have did if you know it's not worth it let it blow away cause weren't promised that next day
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