I do what I want because I know my best interests have never been a thought in your mind.
Because no matter what I do to heal you are always there around the corner waiting for me.
Because I am trapped here by you and no matter what I do I will never be set free until the day YOU die. Not me, you.
Because when I was most vulnerable and needed you to protect me you weren't there and now I no longer need you.
Because you are angry with me when the only person you should be angry at is yourself and until you realise that...