I've tucked myself ready,
Felt the cold sheets around me,
Told myself goodnight,
But my eyes kept open

I pulled the sheets tighter,
prayed to sleep faster
Forced my mind to not wander
Yet here goes my thoughts again

Do you miss me?
Did I do enough?
I hate myself
I love myself

I'm worthless
I can't do anything right
Why did I do that?
Why didn't I do that?

I'm so sick of them
I want to get out
I hate her
I...