The past is something I cannot change, but the future is something I can. To show you I'm sorry, and this can be better, is all in my plan. I've loved you since before I saw you, I wanted you since before you even grew. My life was meant for you, before I even knew. I have so much I want to say, but before I do oh, I had to sit down and pray. Pray for strength, for forgiveness. You see, there is so much I had missed. I don't know if I can ever really express just how truly sorry I am for this. You see, when I have planned for you... I had planned for me too. My son and I, side-by-side, until the end of time. You were...