When the pains came kicking,
All that I could think of was my happy moments,
Bit by bit,
My body became weak,
Do I fight them?
Rather not.

I mean, I did this.
Life could no longer make sense,
I cried way too much that I couldn't anymore,
"How could you do this to me"
"Why are you doing this to me"

Deep and far as the voice felt,
But I could tell that it was mom,
"You wouldn't understand even if I was to...