YOU MAKE MY HEART BEAT WHILST BREAKING IT IN PIECES

I hate everyone while I love u instead,
My heart clamped shut, knotted nerves at the mere thought of you,
A jolt, a rush of emotion
Goosebumps all over like I'm having a reaction
I'm clearly ill,
Only you can fix me.

Only you can fix me, yet u ripped me apart,
I guess I deserve this because I'm already as good as dead,
My insides black, tarred, ashes
You love a junkie so deal with it.

Don't say these heavy...