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too much noise
i am writing a new story
another one i probably wont finish it
though i really would like to.

i am drawing a face
on a white sheet of paper
i am going to erase it

i am reading a new book
ill finish it
and feel shitty that i cant write like that.

i am spending hours binge watching a show
series after series
episode after episode
drowning out the noise

i am leaving
leaving this town
this house we are moving from
this body i live in

i dont want to move
i dont want to fail in writing, drawing and life
i want the noise to stop

there is so much niose in my head
so much noise
i cant get rid of it
so much pain
and so much noise
why is there so much noise
there is too much noise.

i just to live without any sound playing in my head.

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