i don't wanna do this anymore
i can't keep begging you to love me
i'm exhausted by the constant feeling of being unwanted
i'm sorry for myself, even
for this shell of a person that i've become trying to be someone for you

there are very few things i wouldn't do for you, my love
and i've been destroying myself just to fit into your heart
why won't you let me?

there's nothing left to pour from me
and it's so painful to keep trying to do so
everything hurts so much, darling
but i can't seem to stop

so, please
if you ever did love me
if you care for me even a little bit
let me in
or let me go
cause i can't leave you even if it kills me
and, honey, i'm almost there

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