I shouldn't feel this way
It's not right, it's not safe
I shouldn't feel that tug in my heart
When I see you two together
The twisting and turning in my tummy should stop
All the thought of what I can do to get rid of her shouldn't be there
Sometimes I hate myself for this
I hate the feeling that squeezes the life out of my chest when I see you two laughing together
I shouldn't feel hurt that you tell her things you only used to tell me
or that you go to her first when you're sad
I should hate you for this
But it feels right hating her instead
God
I don't want to admit it
But what I feel is a
RAGING JEALOUSY
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#jealousy
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