I feel so upset,
So much time has passed yet,
My dreams keep hitting reset,
It makes me hate debts,
But I refuse to live in regret,

I want to achieve,
but pain just won't leave,
It holds me bereaved,
In a circle that perceives,
They know me for real,

All I am asking,
God please stop looking,
Don't you see I am trying,
So why won't you step in?
Help me I am longing!

I'm so very hopeful,
While I honour and be helpful,
Have respect, humility and be grateful,
Things turn around for my good,
My family and neighborhood,

@candyWAW
5th May 2020
Written from
1:45pm to 2:00pm