Since you have decided to bare me
God has given you a role
A role to be my guardian,
A role to be my caregiver,
But your presence is only your name
When I look at you I regret to call you my dad.
When I look at you , I just wish ,
I never had you in my life
I wish I had you to play your part.
Why did you conceive me?
Why did you bring me to life ,
Knowing that you lack accountability?
Why do I have to struggle , when you're around?
What have I done to you?
Is it really that bad?
To never feel you hug,love and support
I despise and hate you for not being there
Since you don't want to look after me
Then , show me my real father
Maybe you're tired of being second option
I've forgiven you long time ago.
But I no longer need you.
I've realized that I am a burden to you
Your life will be better without me