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Numb?
I can't cry in the comfort of my own home
My room
Not even in the shower
If it was pouring rain I wouldn't even shed a tear
It's so frustrating
Because it looks like I'm going to cry all the time
Everytime they ask me if I'm okay
I say I am fine
The tears threatened to spilled once
One time
One time it could have washed away all my worries
My fears and dearest nightmares
If only I had cried that one time
That one single time could have ended all my suffering
But I held it back
Because I would never want to cry in public
But now Im screwed
Because all I feel is numb now
© Tannni
My room
Not even in the shower
If it was pouring rain I wouldn't even shed a tear
It's so frustrating
Because it looks like I'm going to cry all the time
Everytime they ask me if I'm okay
I say I am fine
The tears threatened to spilled once
One time
One time it could have washed away all my worries
My fears and dearest nightmares
If only I had cried that one time
That one single time could have ended all my suffering
But I held it back
Because I would never want to cry in public
But now Im screwed
Because all I feel is numb now
© Tannni
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