my eyes saw love differently
my heart never lose faith

she used to talk to me softly
he used to bring gifts carefully

we grow up and they forget
the promises and commit

we become scared of the big world
where is the saftey and calming sound

she hate me , she never ask
she abandon us years back

i'm not okay with dealing with other
my thoughts , sadness and depression

the child still there want his mother
to be proud and to back to him sooner

i lost the faith in myself and other
when i lost you and my father

is it my fault? , should i blame ?
or should stay silent and sane ?

i'm tired of you both
tired of life and mental health

lonely sad and wish for love
that give and not take more

that i can be myself and trust
dreams , life , and love the most ..










© noha