I'm sorry Mom,
I know we were perfect just you and ME.
But lately I have been feeling alone, I feel somethings aren't complete yet.

I wanted to taste the feeling of belonging,
They were all I thought I had been searching for Mom;
They have this group fun,
They have this group chats,
They have also got this number.
All what I felt was missing.

Mom, they are my peers.
Though I felt this pressure,
I felt pressured like one with a deadline,
I felt I have to meet up to fit in with them.

I found what I thought was missing, but pressured after finding it.
Their acceptance was what I seemed for,
I felt I could never find a perfect spot for ME.

More over now, I also think I have lost something more valuable than their acceptance,
I feel I lost my gold while seeking for silver,
I lost our bond Mom.

The acceptance I was craving for, you have always offered me one like forever,
I regarded yours which means more to me.
Let us go back to time Mom,
Let it be you and ME again.
#youandME
#Acceptance
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