I thought I was crying
but it's just the tears flowing..

I once cared a lot
but none cared back
I know I shouldn't expect
that I get back in return
but still the hope lingers
so that I can be one of them..

I let out the anger
the desire to be the one
why do we need to care so much
when we are here only for fun
that's what people think
but it's always not the truth
none can answer why they are here
it's simply a question without an answer

I hated myself for many times
why am I not like them?
why am I always different?
but many times I tried to change
but at last I remain the same
I left the thought and started a new
I stood straight looking ahead
loving the way I live and do.

I'm crying even today
the tears flows down
it carries no feeling what's so ever
it's just the salty water that hurries down
I cry as I'm a fool
to think I can change
but that just a fantasy so far
as I'm the one and only me all the way........